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| All my tests |
... not a creature was stirring because it is 5 am when I am taking my last home pregnancy tests before heading to Quest Diagnostics down the street from our hotel to get my blood drawn for my first BETA results. Dr. K's office should call us with the results sometime around lunch or early afternoon when we are on our drive back home from our holiday vacation. My tests have come up consistently positive since Thanksgiving which gives me great hope that at least one of our miracle babies made it through the implantation process. Here is a glance at my home tests:
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| FRERs - Very steady progression in darkness although my test line never did get nearly as dark as the control line. |
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| Wondfo Tests - Definitely darker on 9dt5dt |
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| My "dud" Dollar Tree tests with very faint positive 7dp5dt - 9dp5dt |
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| A close up of my last FRER on BETA morning. |
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| A CVS brand EPT equivilent I took this morning just for fun. |
I have times of peace and hope but also lots of anxiety and fear. I worry that while my home tests have come up positive I might have a low BETA which might indicate an early miscarriage. I worry that all three of our babies won't make it. I worry that if they all do make it I won't be able to handle triplets and a toddler. I worry that even though I might get pregnant we still might lose the baby/babies later like we did with Lena's pregnancy. I worry. I can tell you this though, after FETs when my home tests came back negative and I knew I wasn't pregnant, it is much more hopeful and exciting to go into a BETA test with home tests that have TWO pink lines. For that I am truly thankful especially when Dr. K's office hadn't given us much hope that the embryos would even survive being thawed.
I am about to get ready soon to leave for the lab. I have an appointment at 9:15am but they open at 7:30am so I am going to go right when they open and see if I can get in earlier. According to the FET due date calculator I am four weeks and one day pregnant and will be 10dp5dt (10 days post 5 day transfer) at 2pm today. I am praying to be blessed with a strong BETA today and will post tonight after we get home from our holiday trip.
7 comments:
Praying for you. - Kelly
Praying for you today!!!
Praying for you this morning!! I'm waiting at the lab right now to do my third beta. Does this ever get any easier?? Ugh!! Praying for good strong numbers to put your mind at ease!!
Sending prayers for a nice strong beta!!!
You and I are on the same exact schedule!!! I am 4 weeks and 1 day as well! I'm 15dpIUI today and my home tests look the same as yours!! I had my BETA drawn this morning and my results were 166! Praying for good numbers and please keep us posted!
Congrats Paula ! And thanks for the info about your tests and beta. I am just still waiting...
Praying for you today! Those tests look pretty promising! =)
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